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| Its been a long time since i wrote anything...i have so much to say but also i dont at the same time, the routine in my life is pretty consistant but things are constantly changing on the inside, which is good but sometimes not so easy to talk about! Winter is here and something that im not to impressed about. I wish that summer could last the whole year and maybe by the time winter is here next year i would be ready for it. well i just wanted to say hi, if anyone reads this anymore and that it would be great to hear from you
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| A free moment! Ahhh i really dont know when the last one i had was it feels like its been so long! What is it about DTS that makes it feel like a one week is more like one month in your life? So much has been happening personally and in the lives of the students around me. It makes me so excited i just want to start screaming and dance all over the room and also so exhausted that i want to run away and check myself into one of those nice all white rooms in the insane section of the hospital so i can have a moment to just BE and collect myself and my thoughts! Really im not going crazy although sometime i think i just might be on the verge of it :) What is it about the Father heart of God that reduces me to tears!? All i can say is God is so good and faithful and marie, your dad is awesome and amazing. Life has been so busy but im looking forward to having a few days of just hanging out with Peter over my birthday which is coming up pretty soon. Hello 21 years old...i sometimes thought that it would never come but its almost here. I miss you guys ( i miss being connected to people and having time to spend with them even if its just talking on the phone) | | |
| My brother's coming today to hang out with me. Im taking him to a movie and to dinner for his birthday that was two weeks ago. It should be super fun!!! we are going to watch that new movie Flight Plan that just came out today...i let you all know how it is. Im Sitting at Cool Beans, drinking a coffee and on my laptop...i love it, this is something i will always remember about madison...having a free day from YWAM duties when i just get to a coffee shop and read and do whatever and man, is it nice! The students for the DTS are arriving between today and sun when they all will be here. Im ready to put into practice all ive been learning these past two weeks...but i wish that i would feel totally better, i cant hear out of the right side of my head which is really frustrating cuz im always like what did you say and everything is muffled, it happened as soon as i started taking my anitbiotics...crazy huh | | |
| Im here in Madison back at the training center...it was great to see all the familiar faces and friends from the past year in YWAM...but being back has brought back familiar frustrations of never having things work properly, seriously you can only patch things so many times till you just need to get rid of them and buy something that works and is new!!!! and never having enough time and energy to do everything you want to do. Im in my second week of staff training and have been sick (again) for the last couple of days...went to the doctors today its the same old sinus stuff, cant wait till its gone forever and ever and ever.
Its so funny in life how you think youve got everything figured out and have a plan for the future and then it all falls back in on you. Can anyone answer my question of how the heck you are suppose to serve God and live with out any money?! and get married and the list goes on...Peter and i are back to the same place we were about a month ago of trying to figure out how the future is going to work and were we are suppose to go, stay in YWAM and not have enough money to survive or move someplace, have jobs and get sucked back into the world and lose everything that we both want to live for, which is our lives in total surrender to God. Why is it so hard to know what your suppose to do, it seems just when you step forward it gets even harder or the door gets slammed in your face. As with everything else im still in my quest for understanding, patience, perspective and a better attitude about this thing called life | | |
| I went to the minnesota state fair for the first time yesterday! so many people i think that over like 90,000 go or maybe it was even 900,000 i dont know but it was almost too much if you know what i mean. I got to eat fried cheese curds and tried alligator...kindof tastes like chicken but its chewy and tough...and the smoothest ice cream ive ever tasted! I also bought a hawaian plumeria plant that im super excited to grow, hopefully i wont kill it because thats what ive done to every other plant ive had!...well i got home to my house in Grand rapids today and although im already feeling really bored its been good to be home and it is only for a week so i think i can handle it. my sister and i went apple picking today and i ate the perfect apple it was so good and juicy and fresh, i think it was the best one on the whole tree and i ate it, oops i guess that ones not going to be made into applesauce :)....ok really my whole life is not about eating and food i promise, but it does commonly seem to be the highlights of my days lately, well that will soon change im going back to YWAM | | |
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